So, let's say this is my blog and I'll write whatever I want...
For this past month I've just realize that there're so many things changes in me, in my personality.
I'm become an asshole, I don't know is it a right word or not to describe me right now.
I'm easily get mad, I'm become an arrogant, I'm so stingy, I'm too busy with myself, I'm antisocial, I'm become ignorant. Even when I think if I found someone like me now, I should have slap her in the face.
I realize all of those annoying things I do. But I just can't handle it.
And the most heartbreaking things that I realize about my asshole personalities are I show all those bad attitude to my family. I'm just cheerful with my friends. But I become more... let's say... wild.
I don't know, maybe it's because I gain weight these days. I become less confident. But I've been really tired to star another diet which I have done it for the past year but my weight just easily back to my original weight in months.
Let's say maybe I'm depressed. I tried to release my stress out by act wildly. But I know it's wrong and hurt my families heart. It even makes me more and more depressed. Arrgghh!!
Guess maybe I will start my diet from now on.
Good luck for me!
And the most heartbreaking things that I realize about my asshole personalities are I show all those bad attitude to my family. I'm just cheerful with my friends. But I become more... let's say... wild.
I don't know, maybe it's because I gain weight these days. I become less confident. But I've been really tired to star another diet which I have done it for the past year but my weight just easily back to my original weight in months.
Let's say maybe I'm depressed. I tried to release my stress out by act wildly. But I know it's wrong and hurt my families heart. It even makes me more and more depressed. Arrgghh!!
Guess maybe I will start my diet from now on.
Good luck for me!
